Love is you. Addiction is me. Fairytales are us

diddly dee

2010-06-25T15:06:00.004+08:00

i'm quite happy with the sales ive been getting for the vs stuff!!

yippee!! hahahas.

oh i think i wanna get a desktop..

i mean it'll be easier for me to use at home and plus

compaq is having one now going really cheap..

lately i've been having the urge to get an anklet!

i guess i'm missing the one i used to have from perlini..

i tried finding for that one but they didnt have it..

ergh this is why i hate losing something..

yes i've definitely been bitten by the knitting bug

and i love it so much... hahahahahas i even created a page

on ravelry to upload all my projects. how awesome is that

so aunty aruna took me out to buy stuff for me to start on a new project

and i fell in love with this particular yarn..

the colours are just so pretty!!!! so i couldnt wait to start

on making a stole..

i started with 40 stitches and aunty aruna created a pattern for me

i managed to do abit with her and then i went home to do the rest

i was so engrossed in doing it i ended up with 60 stitches!!

i made so many mistakes and it didnt show!! so now i have to wait

till i go back to aunty arunas house so i can get it back to 40. brrrr

i guess the addiction is not in the knitting itself but to see what

comes out of your hard work..

the only reason i couldnt stop was to finish it and see how my stole turned out

this is the first thing i knitted totally on my own! a blue headband.

i made a red one too and wore it but it stretched and now its a lil loose...
yay i bought this lipgloss i think in bubblegum!! and i wanna get some more

heheheheh!!!

FELIZ DOS MES BEBE!!!

its our 2 months anni.. and its kinda weird.. 2 months only..

feels like its been years.. hahas.

i miss you so much!!! you look so tired in the pic.. yes i know u are tired haha

you know i love the fact that you said to me

"i know it isnt my fault but i feel like i'm not spending enough time with you. I'm sorry"

seriously its damn nice to hear you say that... hahaha ok i'm smiling away..

anyways i'm off to go meet the boyfriend coz he gets to book out today!!

yayness!!!

happy happy happy

2010-06-21T13:23:00.006+08:00

yay yay i've been pretty good at watching what i'm eating

and exercising much more regularly...

i wanna start on the cayenne diet but i hate it

and plus i know i get tempted to eat..

so its gonna be damn hard but i shall try... but need to buy lemons

hahahah!!!

ohhh i started blogshoppin again and created a new page

doing a pre order for these Guess slippes/wedges

and i had so many orders!!!

but many of them were'nt to keen on paying first and then waiting

but either ways i still had orders and i am more motivated to keep trying

and building it up =)

i got myself the chocolate ones. hahahas maybe i shall get the other

colours next.. yippeeeeee :P

i kinda think the red one is nice too... hmmmmm

oh oh oh i bought these two victoria secret pouches too and i found a couple others

which i am so gonna get soooooon! hehe

this is from the love rocks collection i think..

last week aunty aruna asked me if i wanted to come over

and learn knitting and i thought it would be kinda cool..

i mean i was always fascinated by knitting but never learnt it..

so i went over and she showed me her entire collection of yarn!

my gosh her drawers were spilling with yarn

but i fell in love with the variegated colours..

they are simply gorgeous!!!

she knitted this bolero with blue colours and i loved it so she gave it to me

it's a little loose but somehow i know i shall definitely wear it

coz i just love the colours...

she was also knitting this shawl with sweet rose colours

and i got damn inspired and thats the project i wanna do next.

there is something about knitting that aunty aruna told me

and its damn true..

"while you're knitting, all life's troubles dont seem so big anymore"

for that little moment you forget everything and just concentrate on the

stitching and somehow its kinda therapeutic..

i've knitted a wristband and a headband and couldnt stop so i did another

headband and gonna try and finish it today so tomoro i can start on the shawl..
this bag is the love! like seriously...

baby bought this for me and its not so much that i love the bag

but the memory of how he actually got it for me..

my gosh he was super cute!!!

we once went window shopping and i guess he wanted to know

the kinds of stuff i liked..

we walked into charles and keith and he asked me which bag i liked

i remember asking him to guess and he picked this one

which was the exact one i liked. duh its leopard print. haha!

weeks later every C&K we went into didnt have it. i think

and finally the other day we went out and he just badly wanted to get that for me

we travelled from one C&K to another just to search for it

and finally got it

i swear i wont forget the smile on his face. it was so awesome!!!

and yes i was damn happy that he actually bought it for me

but seeing him die die try to find it was way more exciting..

i love you so much!
my very own GI Joe. =)

hahas you never failed my love.

i miss you :D

new start

2010-06-05T15:08:00.003+08:00

baby's gone to NS and it seriously sucks..

hahas luckily he had to report at pasir ris

so it was easy for me to go and see him off...

i miss him :(

especially at night coz we always talk till either of us gets sleepy

hahaha sometimes we'd just talk even though we are sleepy

anyways its time i did stuff in my life

and stopped rotting at home..

found out about NIE and stuff and that if i get through i'll only start in January..

so till then i guess i'll go work... brr...

gotta start calling up schools on monday

so i can start when the new school term starts for relief teaching..

I also cant wait to start on Rosette.. I mean i'm extremely tempted to

shop online and i've already ordered VS stuff. hehehehe

so i shall start adding people up and totally get rid of Sk...

yay i'm finally doing things.. hahahahah =)

IYAZ-SOLO

I said I don't want to walk this earth if I gotta do it solo.

See girl we used to be a team
Runnin the streets (yeah)
We was living out our dream (ohh)
You used to be my rider
I was your provider
Now we separated in two
Oh we was burning up the block(yeah)
And everybody know when we step in the spot(ohh)
See, we was like the dynamic duo
Id never thought that you'd go, but you did uh, yeah you did

Oh baby you left and sailed away alone (Yeah, alone)
And now you got me trapped up on this island
Where nowhere to get home

And I don't wanna go, go
I don't wanna go, go
I don't wanna it no, no
I don't wanna it no, no
I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo)

Cuz I was so high
And now im so low
And I don't wanna walk around alone, solo
Said I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo, solo)

You was the beat on to my top line,
Put us together
And you'd have to hit rewind
See, you give me a purpose
Now I'm getting nervous
That my heart will never sing again
Oh, when we was runnin up the airways,
They knew us from the Virgin Islands to the U.K.
See, we was on the way to the platinum and gold
Never thought that you'd go but you did ya, ya you did.

Replay

2010-05-30T00:05:00.003+08:00

please stop playing

please

no i am not OK!!!!

Turn over

2010-05-29T03:10:00.002+08:00

Okies my blog starting to feel quite depressing hahahas..
I'm jus mad and thinking too much.. The result of rotting at home..

I'm wide awake and boyfriend is super sleepy but trying to stay up
till I get sleepy.. He's damn cute la.. Hahaha.. He saw the calender
n realized he only had 4 days left n got sad but he said the sweetest things
and I just kept smiling away.. Hahas

But 4 days is too fast!! NS sucks.. Can't bring charger also..
Ermphs.. Since we got together we've spent almost everyday together
and when we don't meet we're chatting online and on the phone too and texting..

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh he kept counting down till his day to go camp.. Now my turn till
he gets to come out!!! Haha okies now I'm getting sleeping..

But I'm tempted to poke him on fb.. He can't sleep peacefully unless he pokes me.. Cute right hahaha...
K I shan't be so bad.. I've to wake up in 3 hours time for kids church outing...
Gooooood night.....

Incomplete

2010-05-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

"you complete me"

its a lie.

when u say it just like that...

how do u tell someone they complete you

when you dont know complete.

how will you know when you are truly complete and contended

when you have not lived fully?

only those in their last moments

would know what truly completed them

because they have lived.

though some lives are cut short

due to sad circumstances

they still lived and knows what completed them till their last moment

the people they love

the friends they made

the sentiments they have

the memories etched in their minds

the feelings they hold on to

till their last breath..

those complete them..

that defines them..

now in life

people come into our lives

and make us feel like we need nothing else..

thats how i feel my love

and i i feel like nothing else matters

and i look foward to living life with you

and knowing at the end of it

you'll be the one that completes me

bipolar

2010-05-26T22:23:00.003+08:00

i'm starting to feel it.. like i wanna scream so bad

and just let it out.. but yeah i dont know

i mean i was out today and had a great time but im sorry

i kept thinking and i was so close to just standing and crying..

even on the way out of the house i was crying and walking..

ermph... luckily for shades eh..

we went passed changi beach and it was just alot

and i saw this bench and i so badly wanted to just go sit there any cry...

just cry so my head would stop hurting..

but its never gonna stop right..

:(

2010-05-24T02:24:00.002+08:00

Okies I can't sleep but baby is sleepy.. I don't know wat else to do other than blog from my phone.. I don't know how to explain wats running through my head.. there are so many things and I feel as if I'm going crazy just thinking about the things that I'm thinking about. See now even that sounds crazy as it is..

It's like I'm upset at wat he said but that's how he thinks of it and then I remember why it affects me and then I remember something else and I'm not upset but I just want him to hug me.. See crazy right.. Yeah ok I'm answerring myself.. I just don't think it's right but then either way I'm not gonna react that way..

I'm craving for cookies and milk now and just sitting at the balcony.. I never knew it was this peaceful.. And the breeze is just nice.. Feels like i can breathe without that weight on my heart.. And just stop thinking..

Now that stupid Tatu song is stuck in my head.. And it's not just things said but everything.. Ergh I hate this feeling.. I hate the fact that I'm so used to being honest and saying everything out to him and now it sucks when I don't say it out.. I used to be good at it..

Love starts to change you not your being and who you are but the feelings and reactions you thought you would never express.. Who knew that I could get jealous over the slightest of things and feel so much... Ok I had another point but I remembered the jealousy part and forgot my point..

Anyways it's our one month today and you know wats amazing is that he wished my first at the strike of 12... How sweet is that?? I mean everywhere girls complain abt guys forgetting anniversaries and all but here my bf actually remembered on the dot of it.. I find that super adorable.. :) happy 1st month baby :):)

even though it's just one month we've had years behind us a rollervoaster full of memories and this one month being your girlfriend has been super amazing :):) I hope it only gets better. Now and forever baby :)

Round

2010-05-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm this weight thing is really starting to annoy me..

i'm getting obsessed with it and reminded of it everyday

oh well atleast obsess about this then think about something else right..

its harder now actually..

before you just try to think about something else

and then u distract yourself..

but now its harder to stop thinking..

its harder to distract..

its just playing...

try having a horror movie replaying in your head 24/7..

thats how much i keep seeing it

the only upside is nowadays i dont wake up thinking

i just check my phone and start from there...

i tried writing it out but i stop before i can even finish the first sentence

ergh..

anyways.. i suddenly had the urge to clean my room

and i acheived it.. ok well i only cleaned 1/3..

hahas i love seeing my nail polish collection all stacked up..

hahas.

goodbye

2010-05-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't

supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and

it's harder every time.You'll break hearts tooo, so remember how

it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best

friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast,

and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've

never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset

is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. -Dirissy

a painful goodbye is when you can never say hello again...

i'm sorry i cant anymore....

gone by..

2010-05-20T20:29:00.003+08:00

my gosh been meeting baby all the time heheheh =)

and at the same time he is gonna go into army soon and then

its gonna suck ergh..

and i have a whole list of things to do to occupy my time i guess..

1. LOSE FREAKIN weight... hhahahaha too happy im eating too much..

2. CLEAN MY DAMN ROOM!!! like finally have to do it!!

3. Plan my bdae...

4. Start on my freakin license...

5.hmmm i know there is some more but i cant remember now..

6. oh yeah finish my cross-stitch!!! hahahahaha

anyways ive enjoyed every moment spent with baby ;) hahas

i know i've always got you behind me if i fall :P

fun icing times =)

with bro and baby.. tall phats!!! hahahaha

hahahahas anyways after so long i spoke to lishi!!! i mean kervonne

and its so nice talking to her..

and yes before i forget i', supposed to say she is the cutest person on earth! hahahaha

okok gtg. hahahahahaahah

:(

2010-05-12T00:28:00.003+08:00

ergh fine ok its time to lose weight..

im already feeling lousy as it is..

:(:(

Wine

2010-05-08T13:10:00.003+08:00

=) yesyes i had an awesome morning coz my love sent me an amazingly sweet message. hahahahas. and i love him so much :P

our day of many firsts.. the day that started it all.. hahas.

april 24th..

the first pic we took since being together and its the best =)

and our first sunset at the beach.. hahas

haha

now i feel like finding for all our old pics hahahas.

dearest i love you =)

NO

2010-05-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

i swear i really cant take it..

its too much for me already and now i have even more going on..

how much more can i take?

how much more doi have to go through?

how much more can i blame myself????

i just wanna let it out and then go swimming

i just wanna do something..

i dont know...

argh....

its hard continuosly trying to stop yourself from crying

its hard to not think about it whenever you see smth

it was worse today when i actually called you

and realized you were never going to answer you phone again...

7 days

2010-05-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

having you by my side made me forget it...

you made me smile and laugh..

and for that i am grateful for all you have done my love..

it hit me today when i was alone for a while..

its been a week..

a week has just gone by like that

.....

Loss

2010-05-03T00:39:00.003+08:00

ok i tried this post 3 times today and failed miserably..

i guess im not supposed to blog todayy abt it..

bomb

2010-04-28T10:25:00.002+08:00

please take the pain away

White Rose

2010-04-26T23:30:00.003+08:00

april 24

♥

bleahhhh yay!

2010-04-22T23:04:00.003+08:00

just dandy daffodilious happy :) hahahahas

you are the reason.

you made it happen.

i cooked today amazingly..

i attempted to make chicken kurma.. hahas effin hard!

but i made it and it tasted like japanese chicken curry haha!!!

"i know something went wrong somewhere but its nice"

im suddenly in a cooking mood and spent the whole day making things to eat

now me and bro have creme caramel in the fridge which we made hahaha

and ive already finished half the tub of ben and jerrys smores ice cream. heheh

very tempted to go finish it

love love =)

okok too much food in one day.. very very bad. but whatever it was

an awesome day :P

I Cant say GO

taio cruz

UH OH, UH OH, UH OH, UH OH, UH OH)
Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I
Should just let you leave and push you out of my life
But I don't decide, cause I know that I
Just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear, your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight girl, you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH)
I said that's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH, UH OH)
Baby I've tried, to tell you goodbye
One look from your eyes and those dum toughts say goodbye
It's foolish to try, when I know that I
I just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear that your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight, girl you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go (UH OH)
To see through the night, you are my light
So even when we fight I know it's going to be alright
You have my soul, I'm just letting you know

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
I said that's why I can't say go

on a dark dark day i chose this..

2010-04-21T22:22:00.005+08:00

i thought i was fine with it but apparently im not..

i hate it.. thinking about it depresses me... and i kept eating the whole

time to stop thinking about it...

ohhhh i dont know why but since yesterday ive been associating flowers

with my moods.. i was feeling awesome yesterday and i wanted sunflowers..

hahahahah!!! i know im crazy whatever..

omg i literally depressed myself over another issue today..

i was desperately trying to find something and moved my clothes

from this cupboard i have and found photo albums!!!

my gosh looking through them is making me hate myself so bad!!!

:(:( and yes i deal with it by eating

and then i shall go starve myself... :(:(

im starting to feel the weight of making decisions..

i seriously need to start applying for schools and im only gonna start in july..

dont feel like starting so soon...

i guess i should get a job.. but i dont wanna work..

hahahahahahs.

vaishna got us jobs for today and tomoro

and even mummy was like no you're not working..

puffster and vaishna found it pleasing to see my in a working state

and puffster just wanted to see me in uniform with bunned hair..

ermph.. i didnt go though :P hahahas

ok i literally have nothing to watch..

gossip girl, 90210, greys anatomy, private practice, cougar town

and many more all have NO new episodes!!

thats sucky!!!

and true blood is only coming out in JUNE!!!!! :(

why why why!!!

ARGH!!!

Yippee

2010-04-21T00:00:00.003+08:00

could it be possible for someone to make you so happy?

till you feel like nothing else could possible hurt?

could it be possible for someone to be so perfect?

could it be possible for you to just wanna stay up talking all through the night?

and nothing else matters..

me tienes volviendo loco por ti chico

went down to rp today with puffster to see vaishna

poor thing the ass was in her group..

anyways while waiting for her me and puffy decided to go on ebay

i was too excited seeing the coach stuff

and we eventually got into a bidding war

and at the exact last second i managed to win!!!

i was literally jumping coz in the last 30 seconds i had to re sign in and bid again

and i did it!!! she was shouting at me coz i forgot to keep checking

even though i put the max bid thingy!! hahahah damn funny!!!

and then she had a collection of toto papers and i had to check all for her

and literally went through each date on the site to see if had any..

and the last one i checked HAD!!!! she had 4 numbers including the extra number

or whatever la... it was $20 but exciting.. hahahahahah

then we all hung out at yishun hopping from macs to LJS and then around the mall

hahahah nw im craving for the cinnamon melts..

i want sunflowers...

GRRRR

2010-04-19T22:52:00.003+08:00

argh bro got his iphone!!! :(:(

ermph nevermind...

im cheering myself up by checking out coach stuff hhehehe

and im falling in love with so many thingsssssssssssssssss

oh the new Julia Op series is so pretttttty!!!!!

i so wanna watch this movie badly!!!!! i hate miley but the movie seems nice

so romanticccccccccccccccccccccccccccc hehehehehe

When I look at You

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody, when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy (Yeah)
When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That’s when I (I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I (I) look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars
hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I’m not alone (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That’s when I (I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need every breath that I breathe
Don’t you know you’re beautiful (Yeah, Yeah)

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

upsy daisy

2010-04-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

oh well its been pretty much a rollercoaster ride of emotions the past few days

its funny its like im so ready to leap ahead but at the same time

i keep going backwards afraid im crossing boundaries or whatever

i guess i shall overcome the fear and see how things goes.. i mean

i feel pretty much alright now.. without that fear hanging over me

im not just saying it though!!

omggggg i dont know why these pass 3 days i guess i have been craving

savory stuff and then when im eating smth i suddenly want smth sweet...

very very bad... cayenne is so starting tomoro!!!

puffster is horrible at motivating me!! haha she just cant say no to me

hmmmm i cleared part of my table and my dressing table and quite pleased with myself

but but but i lost an earring :(

i have no idea where it is..... argh i hate it when i lose smth i like...

then again who likes it.. oh well :(:(

:(

2010-04-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

staying home didnt do me any good..

i pigged out and slept pretty much the whole time..

nw im feeling sick.. ergh....

brrrr

2010-04-15T14:43:00.003+08:00

my gosh going out yesterday with the girls and vikie too

ive no idea why i was so tired.. hahas.

i shall put up the pics later on fb..

surprisingly i slept till 1plus today.. very bad.. my whole morning gone..

but i remeber getting a call from hun and talking..

so it wasnt a dream. hahas. spoke abt yesterday hahas :):):):):):)

anyways i need to go buy smth to eat! im dying starving myself!!! hahahaha

oh oh oh nikki was so adorable the last 2 days.. i think i havent spent much time with her

and she showed it... when i came home she started licking my face

she hardly does that and then yesterday she was sleeping

and randomly woke up looked at me and wanted to come up on the bed

and when i carried her up she just lay at my legs...

she just got a bath and smells like baby powder. hahas

because of her i would lie on the staircase floor for no reason and pet her...

okok its gonna be 3 and im still in bed... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Random Shmandom

2010-04-13T21:32:00.002+08:00

yoooohoooooo... hahahah didnt have anything to do today and puffster told me she'd be at
the hosp getting her blood tests and all and at the same time nat had to give her
uniform back so i thought to atleast go see puffster and wait for nat
but puff finished before i could leave the house and i feel so horrible..
her results arent good.. and she sent me such a heartbreaking message...

to dearest puff... i dont know if you still read but im truly sorry...
i know i wasnt there when you wanted me to be there but i am really trying..
you came back for me but then everything changed and now you have this going on
i guess you arent gonna see this but i shall type it out coz ive been thinking about it
dont give up so fast.. there is still time.. you drown yourself every night
and i dare not say anything coz i dont know how else you would cope..

you are fulfilling all your promises and i do see it. we do see it.
you know we are here and i know you are even trying to change things.

but please dont give up so fast yet.if things arent crazy enough for me at home i just had to watch a moviethat made me think way too much....

MY RAINY DAYS

nat and i randomly decided to watch a movie after i told her i have been wanting
to watch my rainy days when we were in the lift..
and it was a damn nice movie.. ok sappy yes but damn nice..
i mean she reminds me so much of me.. ok not the prostitution part!!!
but its like i started remembering sec sch life
and all the friendships and craziness!!

Naoko reminded me of ros... you were like my sister..
go to sch together, break, rtc, after sch and then either of our houses
and then on the phone till late at night...
i forgot what we'd talk about but how did it end up like that
you turned on me in an instant..
i wont forget.. you told me this
To finish what i started... these words screwed up my life!

you continued everything i tried to stop and i paid heavily for it!!
and then you go and do all those stupid things after that...
the hate i have for you now i dont know how to describe...
but im pretty sure you know...
one day my dear... one day...

this reminds me its time to go out with ade and darling lishi...
ok writing this down...
hahaha i started writing out things i wanna do.. but i need to get a proper book
coz im using random papers and then throwing it awayy.. hahahahaha

and the things Rio did just reminded me of me.. i used to do silly things like that
and be all persistent and behave like that.. hahahahas.

i suddenly drifted off into thinking of doing the scrapbook i always dreamed off
and then i got stuck on one thing... in my head i said the words out.
and i didnt realize it already happened but it has...

it happened when you looked into my eyes at that spot above everyone..
it happened in your arms when i was smiling away..

yayness

2010-04-13T00:33:00.003+08:00

hahhaas.

just had an awesome video call :P

cant help smiling awayyyy

hahahahas

im stuck on Video phone!!

beyonce is freaking hot!!!! and Imma be

my gosh fergie!!!! damn!!!

and i was talking to rastamon about beyonce and doing a pseudo shoot

and i sent him the vid

and he went ballistic!!!

hahahahahahaa he told me not to do that to him

coz he needed to be excused for abit!! hahahahahahahahahaahah!!!

and then i told him i would warn him if i sent him smth like that

so i warned him and sent him Imma be.

HAHA!!!! he couldnt handle it... hahahas.

and then the rest i shall not say...

now he is telling me to not even warn him..

dont send him such vids.. hahahahahah!!!

I CANT STOP LAUGHING!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH!!!!

The shopping mania has started..

2010-04-11T14:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i managed to do some shopping after church and was so proud of myself!!!

yay!! (crazy)

ok well i decided to quit and puffster was so sweet as to motivate me even more

by telling me she would buy me a coach wristlet if i did quit!!

AND SHE ISNT JOKING!!

so i checked out and am currently going crazy over this wristlet!!!!

I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!! i am so gonna bug her about this later

and of course i spent 2 hours checking out so many other things and couldnt stop

hahahahaha!!! a lil more motivated to start blogshopping again.. hahas

ok time to go clean up my room and then gotta watch clash of the titans with mum and bro!!!

movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Song of the dayyyyy

Jay Sean: Do you Remember

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back

(Yo Jay Sing for these ladies!)

So long since you've been missing
It's good to see you again
How you how you doing
And how about we don't let this happen again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Do You Remember
Just you and me tonight

Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)

Yo ay girl yo bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun
When I was still your number one
Well it might seem far-fetched baby girl but it can't be done
I've got this feeling fire blazing and it's hot just like the sun
Know you feel it too my girl just freeze up may the good vibes run ...
Girl take a sip of the champange take a lil trip down my lane my girl
While you noe every night you'll feel alright look I tell you dis girl atta My world
Dont change imma na Rearange Ay girl imma tell you straight dis atta my world
How many years do you want come kiss dis I know you miss this
That's what I heard that's what I heard that's what I heard word girl

HELLO WORLD! AGAIN

2010-04-10T23:08:00.002+08:00

wow... its been ages (again)

okok i know!!! hahahahas. i think everyone has forgotten about my blog already

anyways i actually attempted to create a new blog today but failed miserably

need to create a new hotmail account so it wont link here...

ive already thought of a new url! hopefully it isnt taken up yet

ok for a moment i forgot how to blog and suddenly find it weird that

im pouring out things here... ok whatever..

I GRADUATED!!! AND IM FREAKIN HAPPY! haha

yes i know why im happy and i'll leave it at that!!!

hmmm what else... oh i started on my obsession with weight again.. and ive got 2 weeks

to lose a little weight(hopefully alot) before i completely give up on myself..

I have totally given up on SKSWEET! i just couldnt deal with it anymore

and have no more patience.. its kinda heartbreaking coz i worked so hard for it

and built it from scratch.. and i know it did well. im proud to say but i guess

i wasnt committed enough.. I wanna start a new one badly and seem kinda

spirited about it but at the same time sceptical because i dont wanna screw it up

With that aside this weekend is for me to get all my things straightened out

including my messed up life at the moment... need to make lots of decisions

delete lots of stuff and blah blah blah..

oh that reminds me i need to download new songs!!!! itunes.. itouch oh wait i wanna get an iphone!!! oh yes i was just thinking about it today and was supposed to go down to

starhub to check out the prices.. hmmm i think i shall do that on mondayy

gonna upgrade my line and hopefully get it..

i think i shall clear my emails tomoro as well and maybe create the other blog..

this one brings back too many memories... kinda painful

ok now i just reminded myself and im gonna torture myself by reading stuff all over again

damn it... ok bye

Busy bee!

2009-08-30T15:43:00.002+08:00

my gosh i havent updated for ages. well i guess its a common thing that goes on here
anyways so many things have been happening!! or rather happened!

FYP 1 is finally over!!!
School's out! Its holidays now!!

I got a new maid and unfortunately she is an awesome cook but at the same time
i'm trying to lose weight!!! and i have such low will power!!!
argh!

my hair has grown a tad longer but its screaming for a hair cut. its starting to lose its shape and too many flyaways but i know if i go to Arches he's gonna chop it too much!!! I'd probably go to Jess's again but she talks too much...

I've totally gone haywire with sksweet. Its way more than i can handle and i need to get organized. Waiting on 2 shipments to come in, cosmetics and gojane so i can take a break for a while. ( we all know thats not gonna happen)

I'm dying to order from Victoria Secrets!!! But i cant stop with gojane. so damn annoying!!
Maybe after gojane #3 i shall just open VS!!! so i can buy things too.

ok enough about shopping online. oh wait that reminds me i should check the letter box
i bought the Heidi Klum glitter liner from VS and its supposed to be here alreadyyyyyy

I've been watching all sorts of movies non stop!!! and series too!!! gosh i shall do a post next on shows again. i'm starting to go all vampire crazy now with true blood. ahahahah

Movie WEEK!!

2009-07-17T12:10:00.002+08:00

i was super excited to watch transformers coz i just love the hot cars!!!. But sadly i kinda thought the first movie was much better. I know all the hype about the second one being more awesome but personally this one was a tad too long and the ending was kinda abrupt as compared to the first one.

We didnt get to see much of Bumble bee and the hot silver car. I think his name was Sideswipe or something like that. Oh wait i shall wiki it.... ok yup im right. Sideswipe.

An oh i am so in love with the other decepticon. The little one Megan would have on a chain. haha he is so cute!!!.

This time round i think Megan went overboard with the lip injections. It was way too plumped.

The funniest movie i've watched since Wild Hogs. Couldnt imagine how much the whole theatre was laughing. I seriously thought it would be lame and such a kiddy movie.

Even my bro thought the same but we were surprized at the end and kept laughing all the way home. hahahha. the prehistoric squirrel sort of lost its appeal though haha

this movie i would say wasnt worth watching in the cinema but i must say Ali Larter did a Fantastic job at her role!

Mum said that i should watch fatal attraction instead coz its way better so i'll probably go rent it. But i think Beyonce was mediocre in the movie. Her actions were so ghetto..

This movie wasnt thrilling but it was scary. I never could imagine how such a story is based on a real event.

At the end of it i was kinda suprised and so yes this movie should be watched it the theatre. hahaha

Just caught this movie last night with Vaishna, Shona, Munna( Vaishna's cute lil bro) and tre. Out of all of us i think Vaishna was the most excited to watch it. Haha she was even re-reading the entire book.

I watched it because i have been following all the movies even though i forgot the events after Prisoner of Azkaban.

This movie wasnt impressive at all. I mean there was nothing magical neither wizadry in this movie. Draco looks like he's blossomed into an old man whilst Harry and Hermione still look so young. Ron looks mature as he should.

Not too happy with the way the movie went though. -_-

My new love, Alma

2009-06-26T10:41:00.004+08:00

i saw this collection a while ago and fell in love with it. I mean its not a design you see so often like the speedy. I have no idea what shape it is but its unique and i love it :D

The Louis Vuitton Alma. Most of their collections has it but these are the few that really stand out. Some of their collections are kinda dull but maybe they appeal to some other group of people.

These alma's cost between USD$1,010 to about USD$2,380.. and of course the one i am in love with is the most expensive hahahaha...The LV Monogram Canvas Alma. My least favourite amongst all the designs i put up here.

I am torn between the Damier Canvas one and the Monogram Vernis below. Both look so pretty!!!!!!

Yes it pink and fabulous. hahaha. I think i would have this rather than the Damier. hmmm still sorta in a dilemma. Haha.

The stephen sprouse collection is also the Monogram vernis with a design on top of it. Looks really nice too but i hate seasonal bags. I mean its nt something you can carry around more as compared to a full coloured one.

Polish me Crazy!!!

2009-06-18T09:34:00.005+08:00

I've been raving and raving about this for a while now and even before i purchased it but here it is my very own 88 ultra shimer shadow palette. and i repeat its effing awesome!

I love the colours and shimmer and its so worth it. i mean im very hesitant when it comes to buying eyeshadow and alway stand at infront of the little columns in watsons and try out the shadows. Some are good and some are way too ex and i would just walk away. I found these palettes online and was skeptical because i couldnt try it out and dint know and it wasnt as cheap but after a while i finally ordered it.

The verdict??

I CANT STOP USING IT!!! I'm so engrossed in blending and using different colours everyday. haha today i've brown and blue eyeshadow to match my billabong t shirt. Weird combo but looks pretty nonetheless. Haha. The brown i used sort of looks like deep maroon.

I'm gonna get the matte palette next and maybe even another one i'm not sure which yet. It's from Coastal Scents btw. haha check it out in one of the albums here

my wonderful palette!!! and my MAC brush set which is effing amazing!!! hahaha the mess below is my make up drawer and i can sport my VS Heidi Klum Lipgloss and Victoria Secret Very Sexy Bronzer. hahah figure out the rest yourself...

anyways that day my nail polish collection in the dressing table had fallen and i had to rearrange everything so i decided to put everything out and count how many i had. I have 43 nail polishes!! Kinda feels like a small number looking at the picture. ahahahaha

my sally hansen collection. i realize i dont have any reds.. any if i am not wrong my first sally hansen was a red. Brick wall or smth and i loved it coz it was blood red.

Revlon and OPI collection. OPI is great but alot of colours are repitative so its hard to find new shades which i dont have and like. ahahah Face shop has horrible nail polish. I mean their colours are great but quality sucks.

My beauty de kose one is ultimate LOVE!!!. I bought it on impulse after seeing it in CLEO and seriously the best and most expensive nail polish i've ever bought.

ohhh a pic of my mermaidish nails. The picture doesnt do it justice. The sparkles can be seen and comes off as flash in the picture. brrrr

my newly arranged nail polish section in my cupboard. hahaha All couldnt fit in so the rest were banished to another area. muahahhaa

my little nail polish corner. hahaha u can see my french manicure kit, konad stamps, and acrylic powders. hahaha yadeh yadeh....

i am so tempted to buy this pair of heels from forever 21 but a little hesitant coz its got platform and the recent pair i got from gojane is platform too and way too high for me. i mean high la. hahaha ergh!! i think im leaning towards the...........................not to buy end.....

RollaSole BABY!

2009-06-16T09:06:00.003+08:00

i just read this amazing article in Perezhilton! and its Rollasole!!! Fantabulous idea!!! Created by a fella who got tired of carrying his gf after hard partying he decided to come up with a vending machine selling flats!!!

I always love to wear pretty heels and dress up to go clubbing but i dread the thought of walking after leaving the club coz thats when the pain creeps in.... Friends i know turn to shoes and sandals to go clubbing but where's the fun in dressing up???

Anyways now you can just buy flats!!! Well in UK anyways... they havent brought it to the states yet so it would probably take ages before someone brings it to singapore and that too may not have proper sizes which would be amn annoying!!!

the best thing about this is you can freakin roll it up and use it as many times.. It probably costs around $15 but knowing singapore it would be way more expensive... brrr

check it out here

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2009-06-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

yooooohoooo....

been busy with lots of stuff lately

and shopped like mad!!!

just finished going through La Senza and ordered some stuff

contemplating on a shoe to get from Forever 21

but i havent gotten my gojane shoes yet

grandparents in town!!! woohoo!!

need to take loads of pics! hahahaha

nikki just got groomed today!!

looks as naughty as ever!

tmr i gotta start making lists

to get myself in order!!!!

ahahah ok its 1248am.

good night

New shopping in May

2009-05-25T14:22:00.002+08:00

ive been so tired lately and busy that i havent gotten to updating... hahahah
anyways as i said before i started the new juicy couture section and it has been freakin awesome!!!! i mean the items from Juicy Couture are awesome!!!! I badly wanna get the bags but its way too expensive for me right now. I'm happy with my coach hehehe..

Its funny the brand says Made in Glamourous USA but actually atleast 90% of their items are manufactured in China. I did my research as i was ordering from this store in California. I doubted Authenticity and so did alot of people who enquired. But i can gladly say its FREAKING AUTHENTIC!!!!!

i still have lots to update but im glad its great so far. Just have to start on advertising for it. Damn tiring hahahaha.

Anyways here are some things i am confirmed getting this month. Veron is getting this make up palette but version 2. I'm getting the below one which is the shimmery palette. Damn excited to start playing with colours hahaha.

I ordered a pair of Gojane heels and its currently on its way to Singapore if i'm not wrong. hahahaha. i fell in love with this design when i tried on a pair at Century Square. But it was size 39 and surprisingly it fit perfectly but i couldnt zip it.

So this time i ordered size 41. hahaha Size 41 at Charled and Keith is way too big for me. But since this is caged we shall see how it is.

My unconfirmed list of items:

1. Paris Hilton Perfume

2. Very Sexy Tank Top

3. Victoria Secret Univ Tee

4. Vintage Tube Satin Dress(most likely confirmed)

5. Mango dress

6. Glow in the dark nail polish

7. Juicy Couture Bag

8. Temparature change nail polish

Gosh im already so broke before i got my allowance because Mothers day gift was from Swarovski and its damn ex!!! Then bro's gift was sterling silver dog tag which i hope he bloody likes it!!! hahahahaah

Yay my shopping!!!

2009-05-11T09:40:00.005+08:00

so my whole loot of shopping that i did in april arrived like last week and im super excited. hahhhahaha. Lets start with the nails...

I had bought the Fair Pinkum Dinkum by opi and it was so pinky and princessy and vaishna wanted me to do her nails for her. So this is the end result with white tips. ultra princess!!!

im so tempted to this for myself now... haha but i just did mine in OPI Brights INK. Its damn nice but got a little smudged so no pictures. muahahaha.

this is the set which i ordered from ebay from a person in hong kong. i was super scared i might not receive it but i did!!! and its fantastic!!!. everything is included and its like ten times cheaper compared to purchasing the exact set in singapore.

i attempted to do french acrylics and its bloody hard!!!!. need to to keep practising...

i also got my first konad set. this little pushcart in causeway selling all the konad stuff. its so cool!!! i cant wait to do them but it takes tons of patience. i know the thing looks weird its coz i used it in the bus.

i was too excited to try it and failed miserably. hahahaha

my latest additions to my nail polish collection. OPI 90210 Queen of Wes-Beberly and OPI Brights Ink. The ink is fantabulous but i have yet to try the 90210 yet.

mummy bought us so many sweets from Perth!!!!... feast your eyesssss

cadbury range....

plus fudge too!!!!. yummy!!!

i finally bought a laptop case. hahahahah my earlier one lasted 2 years and started to tear. I got my billabong one!!! i just love billabong!!

received the Forever 21 Summer romance flip flops and its so pretty!. dont mind my feet. i know its not nice. Its too pretty to wear out. hahahahaa

the best part of my shopping!!! My coach clutch/wristlet arrived!!!. i'm so in love with it!!! hahahahaaha i just love the series and have my eyes set on another bag now.

well thats all for now.... will be updating soon soon....

Update

2009-05-07T14:53:00.003+08:00

okies so since i reopened i shall update.

School started
Mega shopping online
Subway opened in school(major happiness)
Sksweet just launched Juicy Couture section

btw after launching i realize how competitive it is and its really tiring.
amor realizes that too and tried to help as much. so sweet

there is this annoying ebayer who is selling Juicy couture but is scamming people
i am so sure of it. but the bag is so nice....

another ebayer raised the damn price after i enquired about a particular juicy couture bag i liked. that was damn annoying. and now there are no bids for it. stupid.

ahahahaha i shall update with pics when i get home.

BACK

2009-05-06T21:05:00.001+08:00

sorry for the hiatus,

school started,

amor and i went out alot

and i was busy opening up new section in SKsweet

hehehehe

New School term...

2009-04-22T12:49:00.003+08:00

wow i havent updated for a while.... anyways i shall start now hahaha... Since Easter i've been taking a step back from all the Yo-Yo dieting and just enjoying the last week of holidays. I mean alot had happened and i'm just still learning...

School's started and the first day went well. It was Events and facilites management and i recognized some faces and i hated some faces from class. I hate people who are hungry for A's basket cases. Anyways i know they benefit in future but as a person they suck.

Second day was Concepts of persuasion. Honestly BULLSHIT!!!!. I'm sorry to say but the people in this class are either people who think too much or dont even think at all. Its not so difficult to understand but the class was killing me.

There was a particular ass in the class who was a MAC user and totally critisized others because they are Windows users.. WTF!!! He is fucking arrogant and bloody snobbish!. They all so alienated from the rest of the school. Like seriously!!!

Its a whole different atmosphere is SHL and probably even SAS but STA is so weird!!!!. I quote a phrase from the faci " When you are in year 2 you mix with your own school. The time for you to be in tune with what you have to learn. Now in year 3 you dont have to mix with other schools. Just focus on your own school people" (maybe not exact words but somewhat the same)

'You all are not from SHL so dont have to wear sleeveless but if you have to wear atleast shave"

"You finished your FYP's!. You BASTARD"

I mean is this how a facilitator is supposed to communicate with students? and for students to reply asking him to fuck off? Come on even in SHL there is more respect between facilitator and student. What did i learn from this class? NOTHING!!!

Thank GOD i changed to a different course. Together with Dawn and Leslie. All 3 of us are from SHL and felt the same way( i think) now we're all in MArketing. That should be tons better! hahaha.

BTW i am not reffering to the guy in my team who was using a MAC> He was atleast a humble human being. Unlike the ASS!!!( with the arrogant accent)

ergh!!! on a lighter note i finished the ENTIRE 6 SEASONS of THE NANNY!!!
its bloody awesome and i laughed till my stomach hurt. Fran Drescher is an amazing woman!!

Before watching amor had told me that just before her show she was brutally raped by robbers. I went on the read about it and its sad. She and a friend were at the wrong place at the wrong time. :( She started The Nanny after getting the idea whilst with TWIGGY!!!
and thus Tha Nanny was born!!

i love all her matchy matchy quirky outfits. She is one beautiful woman. She practically gets away with anything. hahahaa

Tha cast. You either love them or hate them. I never like Maggis's short hair. i wished she grew it out. Can u believe Gracie the small cute one was actually one of the Ugly Stepsisters in A Cinderella Story??? hahah

Them now... they really do look like a family... Sadly Niles isnt there. I wonder why. I havent watched the reunion yet. too sad. hahahaha

i badly want this book!!!. throughout the series there are alot of interesting things. Like for example the twins Fran Fine had were actually named after CC's twins which she had in real life. Her parents are featured in the show towards the end and sometimes here and there in the show. The book explains alot. And this is one series that just really cant leave you with a bad impression or even let you forget it.

CC and Niles. hahahah god these two always crack me up!!!! i dont think the show would be half as funny if it werent for them. No one knows what Niles surname is and not till the last episode does anyone know that CC's full name is Chastity Claire. Hahahahaha

Happy Easter!

2009-04-12T19:49:00.003+08:00

you know this easter with lots of thinking i really wanna do bible studies and even go on a sabbatical journey. i mean ive learned so much and there is only so much i can do here. i wanna go to these places and see them for myself.

what would Easter be without chocolates? i mean EGGS

nicely layed out.... hahahaha

thats alot of eggs....

wouldnt this be awesome if it were a HUGE creme egg??? too bad its hollow and had miniature creme eggs in them.

Went to church and they were so nice they churned out these pink eggs filled iwith chocs including hersheys and toys. they even had personalized stickers. love OLPS

SHOPPING!

2009-04-07T14:39:00.007+08:00

the hols have hit my wallet hard! which explains why i need a new wallet. hahaha. of these pictures are from a few weeks ago. Was clearing my desktop when i found files of photos.

ive been craving for seashell chocolates and finally got them! amor bought them for me. heehehe and i was on a chocolate high the whole day.
no matter how they all taste the same i love the seahorse the most!

i got valentines chocolates early! hehe

most of it was eaten by the time i took this picture.

random picture of my make up pouch. i stocked up on heidi klum vs lipgloss! but its not enough. hahahaha this lipgloss is the best i have ever had. it really tastes like cupcakes and its nude with shimmer!

i couldnt resist it when i saw this mug at ntuc! hahahahah princesses!!!

My stupid laptop!(which i love very much :D) shut off on me so i had to bring it for servicing(AGAIN!!!!). i had to wait about 2 hours plus so me and amor decided to go to imm and walk around. And they had a Body Shop sale going on.....

and guess what i bought?!!!!!

oceanus perfume!!!! I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!. but they had discontinued it for god knows what! and i should have bought more but maybe they might have it again anyways.

i finally bought the swarovski crystals and ordered a few different colours. so i decided to try it out on something first before i di any damage to my phone. so i chose red and blue. after an hour of deciding a pattern to fit my dbs ibanking chip. i started crytsalizing it.

and this was the end product. not bad eh. the middle had some space left but the crystals wouldnt fit so i put in these black crystals which i had and were smaller. i regret putting it now but its not obvious from far.

my sally hansen french manicure white had finished so i went in search of one and came across this set. i was contemplating between this and the silky girl set but this looked much better though it was more expensive. they even have a french beige which i will try next....

i'd come across nail art videos and got so engrossed in them and went out and starting buying stuff to do nail art. they had this shop at the interchange filled with cheap and good stuff but the shop isnt there anymore!

Was in a shopping mood and bought these two colours. The purple one is similar to an earlier beaute de kose nail polish i had bought. i thought of trying new colours and got the yellow as well but yellow didnt really suit me. Anyways i hate it when the salesgirls keep coming up to you and telling you about each and every product.

its like i was looking at nail polish and she was trying to get me to buy the more expensive ones and when she couldnt get me to then she went on to promote other types of things. it never ended. I would have loved to walk around but anything i looked at or touched, she would be getting me to see something else.

i ordered this online and cant wait for it to arrive. its called O.P.I Espresso your Style. Hoping to bid on some new shades in a few days time.

check out my collection. consisting of mostly sally hansen and some Revlons.

my forever 21 bracelet has arrived!!!! and i ordered another one but in silver. should be getting it next week.....

then i also needed a new wallet and decided to get this one from Forever 21. Pink and cream reptile wallet.

right now i am raving this product!!! its Benefit That Gal face primer!!! Make up stays on longer. And it doesnt make my face feel oily. I even look brighter!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!

I found this great steal!!! MAC leather pouch and brush set!!!! Cant wait for it to arrive!!!!!!

Always wanted a transparent bag and almost got the Victoria Secret one but i saw this and got it instead. Paris Hilton Beach Bag. Black and pink who can resist????

Some new booties!

2009-03-29T21:35:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey anyways i was super pissed about tmr but i feel much better after talking to amor. i think this whole situation is caused by your immaturity and my paranoia. but i shall not dwell on it further. im cleaning up my act.

im gonna get some new shoes tomoroo... i fell in love with some from Gojane. But i dare not order yet coz of size and all. after i get proper ones then maybe i shall take that risk and order. for now im contemplating between two bags which are cute. one is the usual me i like to carry and the other is something different and i wouldnt mind trying but also not something you can carry all the time unlike the previous one. anyways ive time to decide.

i've yet to arrange my room, tide up my desktop, get rid of old stuff..... and the hols are almost over. gosh 2 months arent enough. ahahahaha

Roll

2009-03-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

lookie here!!! im on a roll!!! 3 posts within 24 hours!! HUGE improvement. i am amazed at myself.

Anyways im off to exercise and mummy decided to join me. Maybe some sort of bonding session after what happened(not a good thing). I ate just now and feel quite quilty. ergh. nvm i have countered it.

shal called me jus now. nice hearing from her. maybe we'll go out together with tre too. i need some new shoes. i just got into a spree frenzy and really wanna get some stuff from gojane and forever 21.

ohhhhh more nice thingsssss..... oh wait im suppose to exercise now. twitter is annoying me btw.

Its a start

2009-03-28T11:18:00.002+08:00

i feel fan-freakin great! i woke up at 7 plus today with horrible stomach pains so i decided to play gta for a while and i did many missions!!! ok maybe 2 but its better than nothing hahahaha.
then i went on to watch Laguna Beach and gosh feels so nostalgic.

Anyways i excercised. haha i did sit ups and crunches and some yoga too. Feels great. Maybe in the evening i'll go on the stairs. Was supposed to do it yesterday but i couldnt. I cant wait to gym next week. hopefully on monday. yay me!

im really tempted to blog about something which a certain someone blogged about but i shant. ok this certain someone seriously contradicted herself. It was a subtle attack but you were so full of bull! go practice what you preach! ok finally let it out!

2009-03-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

i got defeated yesterday in many ways!!!!

i lost rounds of uno and i also gave in to temptation and ate fries. My gosh it was so yummy!!! ok i need to stop that now. i went home and took the pill coz i ate and i think i am suffering the side effects now. A throbbing headache and high temperature... ergh

anyways yesterday i had the most awesome time!!! i had a movie marathon after like freaking ages!!! ok it was only 2 movies but it was something!!! we could have watched a third movie but i was getting late...

tre couldnt stop laughing while watching confessions of a shopaholic coz i seemed so much like beccy.(thanks alot!!) but i loved the shoes!!!! so prettttttttyyyy....

then we watched the unborn and my gosh the girl seriously had a nice bod and i was feeling even more horrible thanks to this damn weight issue. god i hate this.

and thanks to me feeling this way now i dont know if i can go for the AYG briefing tomoro which both me and amor signed up for. And i know he wants to go but i am really sorry. i feel so awful. :(

anyways chinese picture is gonna start now... the tai tais finally go on a holiday i think. bye

Day 2

2009-03-25T14:26:00.002+08:00

im on day 2 of the damn diet and its killing me

i must say i am quite proud of myself to make it this far and i feel relatively good so the diet should be working. I've resisted all temptation and thats like a huge thing for me when it comes to food.

Have been staying home and watching The Nanny. Haha i got addicted to it while at Gemma's house. We would all watch it together. God i miss them so much. Come to think of it i wouldnt mind going there to stay for a month. Like we used to. hmmmmm

Anyways we're going out tomoro to watch a movie or movies and to the arcade and nebo for some games. I wonder if i will be able to hang on to the diet. Ergh i hate this.

I was Zkg before going to malaysia and now i am Ykg with a 2kg difference.(i lost 2kg not put on!!!) I intend to be Xkg which is 7kg away from what i am now. Do your math maybe you'll understand. By the end of the diet i hope i can lose 5kg then when school starts i will probably be 2 kg away from my goal. Sounds damn easy right? BULL!!! its a war thats been going on for years since sec 4!!! The year i woke up and started studying hahahahha

okok im off to watch Laguna Beach. I cant wait to watch the new Season 4 of The HILLS!!! anticipating!!!! Apparently LC reunites with HEidi?? And Audrina is gonna get her own Spin-off. Yeah right....

I have to watch this!!!!

2009-03-22T15:02:00.003+08:00

"I know my friend is a Shopaholic because she shops like crazy!!!! There is not one place can she enter without buying something. Be it a bakery or a pasar malam, she never fails to find something to buy. She loves buying things that are quirky like useless fairy sticks that she ends up chucking somewhere after she is done playing with the fluffy part.

Lets starts with bags.... From Black to purple to even animal prints, she has them all different shapes and sizes.. Some were bought years ago and have yet to be used but she will never give them away or even sell it. Why??? Because most bags symbolize a shoping trip from some part of the world. Everytime she goes somewhere she buys a bag to stuff all her accessories and trinkets...

it never ends when it comes to Victoria's Secret... the girl goes mad with every click of the mouse surfing through their website. Like a kid at a candy store......

Just a few weeks back we went to have lunch but she just couldnt sit still and ended up shopping. From accessories to gadgets, she has it all.

Dont even get to the shoes, she will never come out of the shop. Perfume is the oxygen she breathes and she know exactlywhat she's smelling.

She hunts every shop and walk for hours just hunting for the latest fashion. From victoria secret to benefit she has them all.

I remember her spending $400 on and electronic item and then spending even more celebrating her purchase. And now she is eyeing on a Sembonia Wallet and only time can tell when she steps into the shop and gets out with lots of other things..

Had enough scrolling through all these pink and delicious items??? Trust me she is probably on ebay right now prowling for things to buy....

she just cant resist herself....

maybe she could have played the part here

"If you are still not sure of how much damage a shopaholic can do then you should

Catch Confessions of a Shopaholic on 26 March!"

Lazzzzzzyyyy

2009-03-09T14:59:00.002+08:00

i'm too lazy to blog now....

gonna play GTA hahahahaha

ive been addicted to playing farcry on Xbox recently and i ended up buying the game for PC but the damn thing wouldnt install. i shall try to figure out other means....

Had the surprise party on saturday and it was bloody awesome. Too bad 'some people' still behaved as if they were in secondary school and missed out. I'm glad i did it and i'm glad to be around these people.

i realize that i chose to be forgotten and now i also know who is more important. i shall elaborate more when i get pics sorted out.....

Gluttony

2009-03-05T14:41:00.004+08:00

i have been seriously hating myself recently and decided to will myself into losing weight. I started off alright by going to the gym but then i had no time. So i decided to diet which obviously did not work out well. And now i am back to my old ways of losing weight. Hopefully i will be able to lose weight before going off to KL.

Anyways i am super tempted to eat right now... I am having a mental combat with myself and i feel defeated. Horribly defeated..... No must fight( so drama)

I hate Internet Explorer!!!! i was loading my shows to watch and then it happily restarted on its own! FREAK! I should really start to use safari from now on..

Well i shall put up pics once i have cleared all my desktop stuff... Its all a mess coz i am too lazy to do anything. Muahahahaah damn i feel like i have so many things to do but actually its just one or two things.... *hungryyyyyy*

I'm back!!!

2009-02-28T12:38:00.001+08:00

I’m back ya’ll!!!
i know i took a super long break but it has been a really sucky week for me
Even though the hols have started i havent been able to stay at home and sleep in!!

We’ve started on our fyp and had countless meetings and i have to go all the way to woodlands to school or Sports School and i hate the travelling but i shant get into this topic.

Then i got sick a horrible fever which is such a pain in the arse!!! and till now my throat is still suffering but i sound alright.

And then i lost my freakin EZ LINK!!! i hate it when i lose things it totally bugs me because i cant understand how i could have lost it and at a time that i am super broke!! how freaking annoying!!
(btw i am broke because i spent most of my money celebrating that i got my PSP!!! it was bloody expensive ever since the new version came out)

and then my damn laptop doesnt switch back on!!! another trip to acer!!(amor was sweet to take it to acer for me and collect it for me too) smth wrong with the damn motherboard....

( i think all this is happening to me because i cursed the person who stole my psp and because i got another psp i am suffering a fraction of what the asshole is suffering.....)

and why this post has no pictures?? because blogger doesnt seem to want me to upload my pics and then my phone doesnt seem to want to activate usb transfer. what bad timings!!!
(maybe my N95 is jealous because i got a new phone and used it as a First phone.... I got a LG Cookie btw which is fanfreakintastic!!!)

ooh!!! go to www.sgbloghub and get your badge today!!!
I LOVE SGBLOGHUB!!!

HaPPy Valentines Ya'll

2009-02-15T11:18:00.003+08:00

my valentines loves me :)

anyways interestingly i didnt feel much of the romance around this year
i dont know maybe its the recession and ppl rather spend it differently
but i guess everyone got their valentines just the way they want it

mine was roses from Joe.... right moving on.......
Dont you know the real meaning of Valentines day???
Like where it came from and who is St Valentines??

Well i was just searching for valentines history and i found some cool stuff
did u know??

Hundreds of years ago in England, many children dressed up as adults on Valentine's Day. They went singing from home to home. One verse they sang was:

Good morning to you, valentine
Curl your locks as I do mine
Two before and three behind.
Good morning to you, valentine.

In some countries, a young woman may receive a gift of clothing from a young man. If she keeps the gift, it means she will marry him. (haha)

Think of five or six names of boys or girls you might marry, As you twist the stem of an apple, recite the names until the stem comes off. You will marry the person whose name you were saying when the stem fell off.

Some people used to believe that if a woman saw a robin flying overhead on Valentine's Day, it meant she would marry a sailor. If she saw a sparrow, she would marry a poor man and be very happy. If she saw a goldfinch, she would marry a millionaire.

if u didnt spend valentines this year or circumstances didnt allow you to then here is my Vistual Rose to you. :) Happy Valentines

Yadehoooooo

2009-02-13T10:02:00.007+08:00

so i was actually blogging last night when the damn internet explorer stopped working. That was damn annoying... I should just use Safari from now on..

Anywyas here are some pics from my shopping and snorkelling Kota Kinabalu. I know its nothing fantastic like Langkawi or Bali. But we wanted to go to new places. Try and cover the map you know hahhahaha... I think both my parents put together would have achieved covering the map.....

We went Snorkelling at some island. I think it was Pulau Gaya or Caya smth like that and then the first location which was at police beach totally sucked!!! I couldnt see a single thing because the water wasnt clear and that freaked me out!!! i was threading in unclear waters!!!

While we were going back to the HQ to rest before heading out to our second location the boat started to give trouble so we docked at the nearest jetty and there WAS the most amazing waters i have ever seen yet.... This place was crystal blue!!!

There were hundreds of fish just swimming around and in LARGE groups!!!! oh how i wish i had taken pictures of them!! We found out that this place was the second location where we were going to snorkel at. And we couldnt wait!!!

My bro wasnt too into snorkelling so he waited out on the beach while we and my mum were playing with some fish that looked like Nemo but was red. It was so cute!!! I thought i saw an eel but i didnt want to find out. There were these bright neon blue fish which i so badly wanted to catch and bring home!!!! hahahahaha

on the boat on the way out to our locations...

This was the hq where we docked at every time we head back to rest... I got so tired after the second location i decided to just sit the third one out and slack at the HQ... i snooped around a little and found so many interesting stuff about diving and i do want to take my license for that!!

There are so many levels for Diving i just want to go up to open water license. Where i get to explore sunken ships and stuff!!!

And our shopping day.....

We had gone to the Sunday market and walked so much with all our shopping we decided to go eat at some restaurant... We found this Rainforest Cafe and i got so reminded of the one that was in Singapore at Daimaru. Oh i miss that place... With all the Happy Memories!!

Looked kinda realistic with the trees growing through....

I love my VS shades!!!!

I know this loooks weird but it was the best prawns i have ever eaten!!!! Its Crispy Curry Prawns with rice. They should have put some gravy on the rice atleast and some vege but i LOVED the prawns!!!!!! Damn it craving for it now!!!

We saw this at the sunday market. How sad!! Little puppies in cages being sold off. They wer all so adorable. And the guy had lots of other 'exotic' pets which i wasnt allowed to take pictures of... If only they had like an SPCA there or smth to do something about this.

The Night market right infront of our hotel... One side of the market sold Vegetables and fruits and the other side of the market sold fresh seafood from the boats docked just behind the market and the other side of the market is the Filipino handicrafts centre which sold tons of interesting stuff!!!!

All our shopping!!

Back home i layed out all my shopping and forgot to take pics so here they are... This was super cool i bought it for like RM17 and its amazing.. Huge seashells put together some way for me to use in the most appropriate way i could think of haha.

Looks like some magical mirror...

I bought this at the Sunday Market but my mum thinks its real fur but i seriously hope its faux fur. Its super soft!! and the inside is lined so perfectly!!!! And it was so cheap thanks to my mum's haggling..

My tradition where i have to buy a bag every place i go to. i love this bags!!! i bought 2 similar ones from Bali the last time but my mum spoiled the one i loved so much. I hoped it can be fixed somehow...

Seashell mirror!!!! Its so pretty!! They had larger ones but i didnt know where i was going to fit it into my room so i bought the smallest onei could find.

Cute right??? Well we had initially bought the Mr Bean doll for Nikki and had left it out with our shopping and when the people came to turn down our room they thought it was my soft toy and placed it on my bed.. hahaha

There are more pics and shopping stuff but i shall put that up next time.

What will you do to find out if your crush is into you?

2009-02-06T13:08:00.005+08:00

So i've had this crush on a guy for a really long time nowHe is sooooo cute and looks like Chad Michael Murray with that boyish charm... *blush*

.... And he's been really sweet to me. He brought me lunch when i was sick and on bedrest at home by myself and even holds the umbrella for us when it rains.. But sometimes it feels as if the status between us is on the fence.

It feels so comfortable talking to him about anything and everything and he tells me stuff that i don't think he tells anyone else either.. He hasnt made any moves but i have dropped so many hints but im afraid it seems almost as if I am trying to be his best friend and not his girlfriend.(oh no!!)

Everyday i dream that we can go from this to that......

And this time what better way to find out if my crush was into me than to watch the movie "He's just not that into you"... My Valentines gift to him so that in a subtle way I am sort of asking him out though not on Valentines day itself.. My quest to find out if he is into me starts with a simple 'yes' from him to go catch the movie with me!!!

Then.....

while watching how love sparks in the movie and the atmosphere of romance around he would probably put his arm around me and whisper into my ears "I'm totally into you...."

and in that moment i'll definitely know that my crush is INTO me!!

(if he just sits there and watches the movie and makes no move at all then i guess he isnt into me and i succeeded in being his best friend instead :(:( *i pray this doesn't happen)

Who knows maybe from this it could go to that!!!

a girl can dream cant she?? *giggles*

Amazing Race & Sports Spectra 09

2009-01-30T12:09:00.004+08:00

Last year Shalom Vaishan Priya and I took part in the Leg Run
help by RP and it was fun but we gave up without finishing
we stopped when it came to the Zouk part coz we were super tired
so we headed to macs and basically admitted defeat....

Leg Run 08

this year we took part in the Amazing Race by NUS
and we completed the entire course!!!
it was bloody fun and this time shalom didnt join us
we had saranya on our team
hahahah i cant imagine the amount of embarassment we had

Amazing Race 09

priya ever the sportsman had to complete a task

of going full on army crawl in some gooey nonsense

we figured most of it was banana but i am pretty sure

there was egg white in it too

-priya got banananed

abueva

we had to take an emo pic at chijmes
mind you we walked all over and priya with her mushy stuff all over her
finally go to change at the toilet here hahahhaa

at the swiss

the guys who took the pic for us seriously sucked at taking pics

or they just didnt want to help us

this was the most embarrasing!!!!!
we ran all across the padang amidst the Singapore Rugby team
whilst in training or competition
and onto the steps of the supreme court
bloody fun too! we were masked so it didnt really bother us

except vaishna hahahaha

Sports Spectra 08

Sports Spectra 09

Sports spectra 09 was the best we ever did!!!

last year we didnt win any game

but this year we WON!!!! i repeat myself we WON!!!

ok not the competition but a few games against certain teams!!

thats a HUGE improvement from last year

and we are already planning next years jerseys!!! ahaha

purple with hot pink words....

-girls great job!!!! everyone...

I got LISTED

2009-01-24T19:38:00.003+08:00

I am number 2335!!!

Well its an aim to get 1,000,000 blogs under their belt
and supossedly there are 70,000,000 blogs floating around
the virtual world....

I dont exactly fancy the number but hey its something
anyways get listed here!!

and you get this cool badge.. hahaha

visit Sksweet NOW!!!!!

Relaxing

2009-01-19T09:22:00.004+08:00

i love saturdaysss
like you go thru hell the whole week and on friday night
you can just sleep without putting the alarm clock and go into
a deep deep sumber

i slept till late which was great for me
and even nikki didnt annoy me much in the morning
i started watching Paris Hiltons My new Bff
and i just watched it the whole day
and felt very relaxed

i had initially watched this show a while ago when it started
but couldnt get the next episode to i left it at that
and recently after completing The Hills and following The City
i went on to Bromance and this.

i am so glad she picked Brittany
Vanessa was seriously wired all wrong...
for all you know Vanessa was probably in love with Paris.
hahahaha

anyways Bromance came across to me as show
abour Brody Jenner finding a girl
but instead it was the male version of Paris Hilton My New Bff

i hate Femi!!!! seriously despise him
and i dont understand why Brody still has him in
I hope Alex wins. Alex seems just nice hahahaa
Brody is so HOT!!!! ahhhhhh

ive taken on this book recently and its been intriguing so far

Michael crichton is the author of Jurassic Park

so you can expect what this book will give

its been suspense so far

but its extremely scientific and techy

so we shall see how it goes so far

the best book i have ever read so far
depicted in the movie Changeling starring Angelina Jolia
i honestly love it this and it can capture your soul so easily

i cant wait for the movie to come out
oh wait its already out but tre wants to go Gold class hehe
so yahooOO!!!

the book is about hobgoblins who steal the lives of children
and become human and the stolen children get lost forever in
the wilderness

dont get it?? go read the book!

i just completed this book last week
and i must say its so gripping and tugs at your heart strings
this is one book about how karma can screw you over
so dont mess with people who love you!!!

hahahahaah this read was very similar to my favourite read last time
the horse whisperer
safe harbour is about
how relationships and bonds are formed with fragile hearts
just by a simple girls walk along the beach stumbling upon
a painter....

this was one fantastic book and with my favourite animal, horses
a girl takes her horse out on a stroll and gets into a horrible accident

both get into dangerous situations but the horse saves the girl miraculously
and survives but he turns into something that even the vets
wished they hadnt saved him....

the girl determined to get her horse better goes to her mum
who looks at a horse whisperer and finds more than help...

Movie Week

2009-01-12T10:38:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!! my Juicy Couture mouse & pad set arrived!!!
i am sooooooo in love with it!!!
but i dont dare bring it to sch yet scared to get scratches on it
hahahahaha
but its so chio!!!
and so prettttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
now my next obsession i must get will be the PSP Slim pink(again)

i left school halfway on friday
was too bored in class and had nothing else to do
so nana and i got into skipping class
and she wanted to watch Australia
but sadly no timing so we decided on YesMan
and it was funny. just the perk i needed :)

on the same day i was supposed to go out with sha and uncle raja and Mr V

and they wanted to watch Transporter 3.

i had never watched the first 2 so i thought it was going to be boring
so we met at ehub

and Mr V went to go play in the arcade whilst i got to talking with uncle raja

he is so funny and sha enjoys his company so all the best :):)

i couldnt help but watch in awe

because somehow this guy is H-A-W-T!!!!

seriously he has a delicious bod and he isnt too fantastic looking

but he overly compensates with his ABS!!! hahahaha

the movie was understandable and enjoyable

A New Year has come..

2009-01-05T20:32:00.003+08:00

omg its beeeeeeeen so long!!!!!

lets seee 2008 was a shopaholic year for me

i bought so many pretty stuff ever since i started online shopping

and setting up Sksweet

i learnt to let go of friendships with no meaning

and treasure those that had value

i made new friends

i lost old friends

its sad when you lose someone so important to you

you feel as if you lost a chunk of your life

all those memories just washed down the drain

reminiscence only brings out tears

anyways Kota Kinabalu was somewhat alright

will upload pictures of that soon

spent time with mummy and bro

and me and my bro have somewhat grown closer

even though he can be the biggest arse

ive become more independant and stronger

and so proud of myself

i mean i used to obsess alot about trivial issues

and now i can move pass them

and think of the better

my room has been pretty much cleared up

my wardrobe fully cleared of unwanted stuff

just some furniture to be removed

but mum will only do so when the house is hers

ive learnt to forgive not so much forget

but strengthen the relationship between

amor and i

we've gone through so much

i only hope 2009 will be better for us

i look forward the new batch of kids at church this year

i thought i had enough of Primary 1's

and i wanted to move on to upper levels

but my heart just couldnt leave it

and i stay rooted to that class!

Sksweet has evolved from a wholesale fashion

to a cosmetic selling and now VS items mostly

ive gone gaga over VS items hahahah

and i think i have too many already

tre and I have done a good job and we will do a better one this year

ive filled up a new set of Obsessions for January on the right>>>>

and this is me the true shopaholic

atleast i got over being a Chocaholic

hahahaha

2009 Resolutions?

1. To actually start exercising

2. Be a better teacher

3. To be more Humble

4. To atleast save some money

5. To buy my bro his bdae gift i always promised

6. To buy a psp pink for myself

7. To get a nice present for tre before leaving

8. To treat amor better

9. To try and mend some broken friendships

10..........(yet to be filled)

Hols have begun!!

2008-12-19T16:34:00.015+08:00

Jac and her mummy arrived from perth recently

and they stayed with us for a couple of days

so i took jac out in the afternoon for some shopping at bugis

i bought this adorable leopard panel tube dress

as a motivation to lose weight!!!

and yes i have lost 3kg!!!

thats bloody awesome for me

(below pics are dated about 3 weeks ago)

i took my new VS exclusive bag out!!! so in love with it!!!

Jac bought the hersheys sundae pie

and she thought they only sold in on Sundays hahaha

but it was a wednesday(i think)

and she was so funny struggling to open it...

She finally managed to open it with my help...

pretty snowflakes...

wish i could see real ones...

someday perhaps...

oh yeah after shopping

we headed down to the flyer

to meet my mum, bro and jacs mum

for some touristy action... hahahah

she got her candycane

now where's mine??

oh wait hers is dangerous

random

random part 2

she found love....

mummy dearest

tour guide for the day

hahahaha

it was so hard to take a pic of my bro

he hates taking photos

slowly

the cabin comes....

jacs mum..

aunty k

cousins

finally a pic with him

but i look horrid!!

(ok i am not very self praising)

thats me

i love my curls :)

mummy and me

see the resemblance?

jac and me

whoopsie

ms photogenic

randomness

the city is a pinch away

i actually took really beautiful shots

but i shall watermark them

and the post it out

us again....

hahahahha

we went to seafood paradise

just below the flyer for dinner

my flash hurt his eyes

boohoo

hahahaha

yummmy

i love seafood

the lights started chaging

and we tried to snap this combo

and finally got it after several attempts

jac and aunty k

at O'Learys sports bar

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about a week or so later

i had this wedding to go for

and the shopping for the dresses

was horrible!!!

hahahahahaahaha

both my dresses are in teal(new fav)

i got my nails done to match both my dresses

i know i dont have full pics

everything was taken on sha's cam

hahaha

i got my hair done the night before

and the curls were so nice!!!!cut and blowed at The Arches

it was worth it!!! hahaha

after the wedding in the morning

we got back

and went to do our hair

at some salon

and i felt like getting it straightened

and i miss my straight hair!!!

hahahaha

but my curls now are natural!!

remember that!!!

side view

hahah part 2..

this dress i fell in love with when i walked

pass it on a manequin

while out with Jac

so i told myself i had to come back and get it

and i did and it fits so niclely!!!

full shots will be uploade when i get the pics

camwhoring begins... hahaha

me and Mr V...

he is so adorable

i likeyy...

muah!

Mr V looks so good in his suit

i know he is still young

but he'll be darn good looking in future!!!

and he is soooo sweet!!!

my new Charles & Keiths!! i was so sad.. so many other designs had no size.. darn my feet!!!

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my customized earrings arrived!!!
absolutely love it!!!

the owner of the blogshop was so sweet and crafted this out after i told her my preferences.. this is so worth the money...

she has a new pair which i would love to get but maybe next year... ive shopped too much and i have my eyes set on the JC mouse set muahaaa

http://chocolate-carparkearrings.blogspot.com/

yay I've 2 Sexiest on Earth VS bag
and i am so pleased with myself
amor bought me the black one
and i got myself the red one

i love this blogshop owner!!! i got so many things from her already
and more to come!!!

http://girlslike2shop.blogspot.com/

i know i am crazy but i first saw the red one
on http://www.truelovepink.blogspot.com/
and had to get it straight away
so luckily i was going swimming at Jurong east complex
(pics to be uploaded soon)
and met up with her at Boon Lay

then http://girlslike2shop.blogspot.com/
was having sales and i saw the purple one there!!!
obviously got that too
and i received the parcel the day
i got the shipment from Victoria's Secrets too!!!
yay me!!!!

anyways i am so happy i started adding stuff to
my shopping bag on VS
but no money to check them out
a girl can dream cant she?
hahahahh

alrighty i just spent 2 hours on this post!!!!
im off to start work on SkSweet!!!

http://www.sksweet.blogspot.com/
we're having a mini weekend preorder
closing on Sunday midnight!!!
Sales are on!!!!
get them within your budget
or if you wanna add your orders with mine
:)

Dinner at Esmirada's

2008-12-11T09:00:00.010+08:00

This post was like almost a month ago

mummy had taken us out to celebrate an aunty's bdae

so we headed to Esmirada(however its spelt)

its along orchard road at some hotel

which i cant seem to remember hahahaa

This place had wonderful mediterranean food

and their deserts are simply fantastic!!! seriously!!!!

i love candles....

Birthday girl and mummy

Cheers!!

I heart Shirley Temple

randomness

i know this looks weird but its none other

than what the rat is famous for....

Ratatouille

lets gossip....

the entree... looks yummy!!!

ok i know my plate looks messy but look at the prawn!!!

ever ready for the camera!!!

strawberry smoothie

its desert time!!!

yes its like half eaten but it was too good to resist!!! creme brulee!!!

chocolate molten cake....

haha this was damn funny coz Esmirada has a tradition of some sort of breaking plates at 9 pm. they started playing the music and the first plate broke next to this indian woman and she nearly jumped out of her chair.. hahaha me and my bro couldnt stop laughing ahahaha

i threw the plates also hahahah

we were trying to see how flexible our fingers were this is my bro's

my turn(im better)

and thats all folks. hahahahaha

Tiring Weekend part 2

2008-12-04T13:35:00.002+08:00

i think it was paragon we went to and they had

a gorgeous display of christmasy stuff. sha and i took pics around all

the christmas trees but i havent gotten them yet

but atfter walking around

the Mr & Mrs Show was starting and it was quite funny

so sha and i stood for a while and watched it hahahaha

while watching the show i was craving for starbucks

but when i got to the counter i was feeling too hot and decided

to get something cold to drink

and i ended up getting the signature iced chocolate

which i regretted after a while because it had all the

chocolate bits and tasted very bitter.

i wish i had gotten something iced mocha something lalalalalala

anyways after our very tiring shopping we had only bought perfumes

hahahah i got the new anna sui Flight of fancy

which is fruity and freshh

and sha got quite a few

and i absolutely love the J lo jewel looking one!!!

i am so gonna get that !!!!

Tiring Weekend part 1

2008-12-01T10:39:00.004+08:00

so i skipped school on friday coz i needed a break

(i seem to be needing alot of breaks)

and it was also the day of the packing for the Standard Chartered Race Packs

So me and tre headed to expo like at 8 freakin AM!!!

i sort of got the Hall number and timing wrong

but atleast we were early and just slacked around

We managed to find out it was Hall 7 after checking my email

through my handphone(hahah thank god there was wireless)

They provided breakfast lunch and dinner and the breakfast

was not catered by Stamford which was why it seemed pretty cheapskate

hhahaaha ok i dun mean to be mean but its true!!!

but seriously i couldnt tahan eating 3 meals a day

i always have usually 1 meal but the amount of freaking blue bags

we churned out and standing the whole time made me so tired and

hungry within hours...

i tell you i didnt know if i could handle going back on saturday for the damn thing

but i had to and we churned out like nearly 8000 bags

with the flyers and the berocca and the oats bar and all other nonsense

tired as i was me and tre decided to watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua

at Tampines GV and we didnt even get any popcorn or drink

that was like a tradition killer hahaha

during the advertistments i was like thinking if i should go down to get snacks

or stay or should i get tre to get snacks

but i was too tired to go then i was afraid the movie might start

and i hate to miss the beginning so i kept quiet and watched the adverts

hahahahah the Visa commercial was freakin cute

anyways the movie is a must watch!!!

i havent laughed like that for a while from a movie

i love the movie!!! hahahaha

Sunday i had met sha to go gown shopping

as it was some family wedding and she wanted a long vneck spah

flowly bright coloured gown within 100 to 200

and i had to get one too. There were so many gowns

but it was either the colour was not right

the design was abit off

or no size.
could it really be that difficult to actually find a gown??

i mean i hate long skirts or dresses. nothing goes

below my knee except leggings or jeans

and the dresses i fancied were from daniel yam

but i hadnt tried any. i only tried on one but my shoulders were too broad

i have an outfit in mind

something like a blair waldorf outfit

black collared short top with red leggings

and oxford heels and fully accesorized in RED!!!

so my intention would be to start looking for an outfit liike that

but i have no idea what i am going to wear for the church in the morning

something grandish and decent not black

ergh i hate this!!! hahahahahah and there is so little time left

stay tuned for part 2.....

Lifeless

2008-11-25T11:17:00.004+08:00

I cant believe how the two of you could have done that to me

but you especially for so long it went on and i was such dumb fool

i really cant get over it and you have no idea how much it hurts

you think that a simple sorry and chocolates will help?

i wish it could

i wish the chocolates would help numb the pain

i wish your apologies would make everything right

but i cant let it go. i cant just let you walk away from it.

and you wont let me walk away.

i hate you so much for this and i want to forget

i want to forget everything but i cant

and this is all your fault

i have never been so vulgar in my life

and i have never raged at someone as i did to you

i have no hope or trust in you

and whatever you have to say i am not interested to hear

because you have no idea what you have done to me

i dont think you can handle whats about to happen

because you have apparently disappeared

i wish i could disappear

i want to be lifeless

i want to look in the mirror and like myself

i want to be a cold lifeless doll

I can deal with this death of his but i dont know how i am going to get through

i dont know if anyone cares anymore

-delete his blog

-delete all my emails to him

-delete al his emails to me in all accounts

-burn the jersey

-delete the folder

-delete that future

and i will mourn and grieve but each day that love you are relying on

will be going further from you than you know

and i will walk away

Eski-Sahara

2008-11-23T13:00:00.003+08:00

one big happy family arent we all?? schmuckems

anyways that was wednesday but now i shall update about friday

lets see i dreaded getting up in the morning

because i just wanted to sleep(nothing new)

i had set my alarm to go off in time for me to leave

the house at the right time so i would be in school during second meeting

i literally rummaged through my entire cupboard for smth to wear

i was sick of wearing cardi's over dresses coz i hate my arms

so i thought a sleeved top and took out my beloved pink top

but ended wearing a cardi over it for school...

had law UT which i just couldnt wait to finish

and immediately rushed off to meet tre at CWP

hahahhah tre went ballistic while i got ready

and shocked to see my make up and all in my bag

it was bloody hot

but i managed to do my eyes nice :)

harsh and sans had to leave early

so me and tre rushed as fast as possible

(not that we could do anything in the train but just sit and wait)

and we met them at Eski

where we tried their jaggerbomb(however its spelt)

and its bloody good!!!! i downed it faster than tre!!!

i was so tempted to try their orgasm and blowjob

but we decided to spend our money at sahara

because the shots at ESKI were quite expensive.

i had my addictive strawberry sheesha

and of course a tequila sunrise which i wanted another one

but ended up with a graveyard

lets see we made a bet ok i was insistent that the last time we were at sahara

ELvis was wearing a plain black tee but sans and harsh said

he was wearing a sahara polo

so loser had the graveyard

and loser was me which i didnt mind though

hahahha but graveyard really got me high

i was aware but my head was uber heaby and couldnt take it.

we were supposed to meet sha with her 'friend' at shiraz but

i was too drunk/high so we just cabbed home.

sans made sure tre didnt let me sleep buti really couldnt take it

ahahahahahah

i know my post is super wordy and seems abit weird

coz i skipped alot of parts but i dont feel like going into so much details

so yeahhh

hahahaha

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To-do List for today

-undamage my hair

-face mask

-lots of liquids

-arrange atleast a bit of my room

-and update this blog

Sahara

2008-11-20T22:20:00.009+08:00

Supersplediferous!!!!
went to see Lucent and i absolutely love it!!
i will marry the guy who buys it!!! the penthouse!!!

hahah okies anyways met tre sans and harsh
sans wanted to go get a tat at peninsula?? somewhere i think
anyways vaish and shona were supposed to meet them
but i guess they bailed on sans so when me and tre arrived
we decided to go to Sahara after eating at some shah alam place or smth

*the food there was goooood*

sans got her tat done before we arrived and it was bleeding a little though
and it just had to rain!! damn the mascara!!! hahaha
jingle bells, jingle bells la la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

harsh and tre drenched

sans drenched....

i had no idea what harsh was trying to do to sans...

tre and me drenched

girls just wanna have fun....

lynley and victoria secrets baby!!!

focus people!!! he isnt looking at what he is supposed to be looking at....

i wonder whyyyyyy harsh might know whyyyy ;)

my white wine :)

my charles & keiths baby!!!

sahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaara

now i know where his attention is...

im camera shyyyyy!!! oh puhleeeeeeeeeeese!!! hahahahaha

lets sheesha!!!!

sans tat... cooooool right?

hahahahhaaahahahaha

and its my turn hahahahahhaa

my sex on the beach.... love the colour... so prettttyyyy

i think im going high just looking at it hahahaha

hahahah the bong is covering harsh's face

tre's tequila sunrise which i absolutely loved

and she's so happppppy

now she is advertising for sahara or is she hiding a fib.....

strawberryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

jus like home right people?

ohhh she is all giggly... i wonder why

NOW YOU KNOW WHY!!!!

btw thats Elvis hahahaha

thats one very satisfied face....

with all that sheesha & drnks i could barely stand without going a little tipsy

hahahahah anyways i cant wait for part 2 tmr!!!

woooohooo and hopefully sha will join us too

damn law UT tmr... ergh must do on paper coz my leo is still locked

fiddlydoo hmph!

okiesokies its 1111 hahah nice time right

and i'm off to bed *yawn*

good nighty

DAMN!!! @^&!^(@^!(@

2008-11-19T12:29:00.004+08:00

i have the worst pain in my gums as ever!!! so i met sha that day

for some shopping and while waiting i indulged myself on some

famouse amos butterscoth & pecan cookies and i knew my gums were

a little sensitive earlier but i continued munching on them

and i felt the gum hurting but i still continued!!!

it was fine for a while and we went shopping and just chatting but

somehow it hurts like hell now all thanks to these glorious cookies!!!

anyways im off to go see my dream home!!! oh its bloody gorgeous!!!

THE LUCENT oh i can just dream & dream & dream

and after that maybe meeting sans and vaishna too i think

for some reason i have no idea

probably call my daddy and ask him to take me to the

dentist after that if it still hurts

i guess a slurpee would really help now with the pain

argh!!!

manifrenzy

2008-11-16T19:39:00.006+08:00

i must tell you there is alot of nails involved in this post hahahahaha

well on my birthday or somewhere around my birthday i went shopping somewhere
and never in my life would i have thought to have done this...............

i took this while waiting for my dad in the car *went to eat lobster!!*

these nails!!!! ok i love the lace design on them but hello acrylic!!!
seriously i merely walked pass a pushcart and saw these gorgeous designs
and thought why not?? i mean i admire beautiful nails and half the time

i find out they are fake so i'd give them a try and i did!! can you imagine
i paid $8 for a set and on top of that the glue didnt work so i went to a nail salon
and got a tube for $11!! then i go down to bugis and find out that this set only costs $2 there!!
look at what impulse shopping does to ya!!

so i hated them!!! they felt so weird and i had a bloody hard time messaging!!
but guess what i still continued acrylics as you will see later on....

now i absolutely love this shade of purple. its called cherry plum or smth
i first saw this shade in a magazing and immediately told tre
"i have to get this"

and tre was like ok we will get it( shocked at my randomness)
and like weeks lateri walk pass a beauty de kose space in metro
and nearly screamed and said "the nail polish"

and tre was like wth?? hahahaha tre actually picked eyeliner instead of nail polish
and finally tre found the colour for me and i just had to paint it on!!!
haahahaha

if i am not wrong this divalicious pink was done during my bdae time while pampering myself
i hate going into Scratch with their gigantic array of OPI colours and you're expected to chose just like that... i mean time is everything but there are so many pretty shades!!!

so finally after deciding between 3 shades i went for this and loved it so much!!

im not so much of an OPI fan because my nails chip easily and though OPI is very strong and all i still prefer Sally Hansen..

as you can see from my wonderful collection below... it grows and then i have to throw some away and gosh i feel like buying more now...

i jus realized how pinky my sally hansen collection is... i recently did the shocking pink
on the far right and loved it!!! it felt funky and cool!!! hahas

i bought my first set of falsies(fake eyelashes) at that newly opened mall in yishun but i can use it yet coz i dont have the glue

i tell you i nearly spent everything there from acrylics(again!!!!)
i dont know why i keep buying them...
i had to ask tre to remind me that i hate them and never to buy them...

i did the pedicure and if you notice my last toe seems to be abit retarded
thats coz the stupid nail wouldnt stick on and i gave up and decided to just leave it like that
and now i keep dreading it coz it feels damn weird!!!.. some dont exactly fit properly

so i take it as a bloody lesson learnt!!! hahahahha

this was the newest shade i bought recently at sally hansen..

not so much fancy or anything but a great change from all that pinks and

reds i always use. hahaha

my great nail story within a span of 3 weeks i think...

gosh too much!!!

Neglect

2008-11-14T09:24:00.003+08:00

dont know why but recently just feeling a little neglected

or maybe isolated which i did myself.

i mean i know that my life earlier was way more different as compared to now

and that i life the close knit friendships and that someone to rely on

but now its just different and i keep judging everyone

maybe thats why i seemed to have isolated myself

and everyone always says quality over quantity right?

maybe there might be someone who is there

but i dont know??

i need to change, no i need a change atleast.

maybe things might be a little better. -hopefully-

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i went to pulau ubin with amor the other day

and he isnt so much into it as i was

but it was pretty fun so far. we had seafood hahaha yummy!!!

ohh but we cycled in the rain and it was bloody cold i tell you

and that had to be that day i was too free with the mascara

hahahahaha

i guess we smoothened some rough edges somehow

and im trying to be more understanding and acceptable atleast

i really wanted to go to the wetlands but it was raining and the path didnt

seem good enough for us to trek in

so we headed back to the main area and sadly the shop where i wanted

to eat seafood at was closed so we went to the next one which didnt seem like a

seafood place but the food was good. hahahaha i love seafood

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then the strangest things happened after we got back to mainland...

i remember cheekily buying alcohol when amor passed his wallet to me

hahahahahaah and he was shocked coz he probably thought

i would buy like coke or something

and i remember drinking bourbon and the tag on the grass

and then after that i just see alot of grass..

i dont remember much but amor said we went to OCH which

i seriously cant remember much

and amor thought i was capital "P"

hahahaha he was so cute he said he was praying for me

anyways i spoke to tre about this and tre says not to remember it since i dont

maybe im not supposed to but it feels extremely weird to not remember

i wonder how those with amnesia feels

to be told thats your life

and you have no recollection of it at all...

really bloody weird. like you can see this thing infront of you

but you just cant seem to understand or know it.

Contentment

2008-11-11T09:14:00.005+08:00

the day started out great.. i woke up surprisingly early

and managed to get t the bus stop by 7am.

i always take the bus at 709 or 712 because any bus later

and i am late for school.

i know the timings sound so random

but its probably my phone hahahas

but you know what!!!

i forgot my ezlink.. so much for being early right....

anyways managed to get my ez link on time and get the early bus

and woohoo early for schoooooool

and i sort of feel contented with everything

probably coz things seem a little better with amor

and we've sort of worked things out

and we're going to pulau ubin tmr!!! just to relax

and amor deserves it tooo

i have put him through the wringer lately

and he was majorly sweet yesterday

so cant wait for tomoro!! hahaha

i started reading a new book called pants on fire

it seems alright so far and ive read quite a fair bit

plus its set in Australia but it doesnt really have the Aussie feel

i miss sydney....

the crisp mornings with cold winds...

thats one city i definitely would love to live in for a while.

i mean its got that new yorkish vibe

but its not as hectic and they've tons of shopping around there...

but the way sydney is portrayed in the book seems almost as if

sydney is some junkie town where no one has a social life

unless their bff is pot.

seriously i just love the weather there and not so much the people

coz they dont seem to fancy the Asians thanks to the Chinese...

i dont get what they have against the chinese but according to fam there

Aussie's feel like the Chinese are invading their territory and

getting all superior and stuff.

i've to start paying attention now on whats going on in class

so toodalooo hahahahaha

Hello Postman!

2008-11-08T18:41:00.004+08:00

so i havent updated very much and i think you guys are sick of seeing

the same post all the time

i have been so caught up with sksweet and sick of it

i just feel like closing it!!

but then i get inspired and start it all over again

and i ended up doing some shopping!!

i ordered the chanel lip gloss and its absolutely fantastic!!!

its purse size(i love miniatures) but i will be getting the bigger

one soon from the retail outlet. but i feel like getting another shade....

then i ordered the COver Girl Lash Blast and omg i am so in love with it!!!

and used it even though i am not going out

hahahahahahah

Next up will be my head banging Victoria's Secret Spree!!!!!!

sexay!!!!

www.sksweet.blogspot.com

update. Hello.

2008-10-29T23:06:00.004+08:00

this is awfully cool. Haha well i seem to be too preoccupied on the laptop so blogging though phone. Wee. . Haha lets see birthday update first. My super duper darlings banana, dawn, germaine and their classmates, shirg n sq. . Haha i somewhat blew their plans of surprising all 3 of us when i asked about sq. Banana led me to believe we were surprising them at gelare. . But i led myself into the surprise. Haha. I love you guys. :) oh yes someone please send me the pictures so i can put them out. . . How i spent my birthday? Lets i missed UT. I went shopping. Had massages, hair treatment, movies, lots of eating, victoria's secrets, wonderful chocolate cake from amor. . more shopping, charles and keiths,yummy lobster with daddy, more shopping and more food. Haha yeah!!
I shall do a pictorial when i get all the pictures. . There's tons i think. Haha haven't been taking much photos coz i hate looking at pictures and trying to ignore my babats . . Haha. .
Oh spent diwali at atays house and i wore this glittery suit which was really comfy. . Haha it was bloody fun and tiring but memorable. .
I had acrylic nails done but i just had to accidentally chip them and it got wasted. I wante atay to do them too haha and she had so much trouble messaging. Haha haha haha haha. I know i'm evil. Haha haha. Cant help it. . . Ok banana if you're reading this. Please send me the pics. . Hehe thanxy. . :)
Good night people. :P

testing

2008-10-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

ok testing testing. . I'm blogging from my phone. Haha.

Its my party and i'll cry if i want to

2008-10-25T10:19:00.002+08:00

hahaha ok so i made a goal for myself

that this weeks i will put up my birthday posts(which is over btw)
and also do my PP poster which i havent started yet

how wonderful to put things off to the last minute

anyways cheers!!

Sugar Sugar

2008-10-14T10:47:00.005+08:00

tsk tsk i managed to read my book in the bus for 2

consecutive days ok.... its called dead roots

about some girl who goes for this huge family reunion at some

haunted hotel or smth like that...

anyways the hotel is based on this sugar plantation so

i got to thinking about sugar...

well a sugar daddy to be exact...

imagine if you had a sugar daddy who would just spend all

his money on you because he is filthy rich and

treats you like a queen and blah blah blah.....

well Anna Nicole found hers and he was bloody rich

but see where that got her and how much she actually ended up with

okok may she rest in peace...

moving on.. i actually googled sugardaddy and sugarmummy

and some interesting websites came up.

www.sugardaddie.com

www.tomorrow.sg/archives/2005/04/25/looking_for_sugar_mommies.html

www.sgadsonline.com/viewdetail_93806.html

so lets all get sugar coated by the filthy richy...

smuckems

2008-10-12T14:12:00.003+08:00

brrrrr its cold in here... i say there must be some

smuckems int the air...

random i know hahahahhaah

lets see i have been a good girl so far(somewhat)

i went to school though late i actually stayed through

and i have been trying to pay desperate attention

my grades are still not very nice though

but i shall improve

and maybe this time i shall actually study for the UT

yeah laugh it up... I will try!!!

i actually took a break yesterday from sksweet

and gosh can be people be anymore impatient?

ergh stupid mickey mp3 supplier went ballistic

went i asked him once about the dame ETA

in some ways maybe i do understand why he is like that

i have my own set of nonsense askers too

but today i shall be in full force advertising(bloody annoying)

and maybe just clearing up stuff in my room

i wonder why it never seems cleared up....

i also realize that my grammer has gone down the drain

and i need to improve which is why i have come up with

a new(once again) set of goals for the week

and hopefully i wil update them positively

1. STICK WITH THE DAMN DIET AND ATLEAST TRY!!!

2.Read a book on my boring journeys to school

3.Go to Acer on Wednesday(new hangout)

4.Settle Batch 2 of SKSWEET

5. Collect items for BEAUTY PRODUCTS

Well this is all i could think of now so we shall see what else i may add

next sunday. Now i'm off to take Nikki darling for a walk.

I need more walks to get rid of all this stupid fat

why wont they just magically go away?

Ergh....