another new blog..

hey its me again.. ha ha...
it sucks to keep writting new blogs...
first one caused too much controversy and trust me that got me into loads of nonsense...
second was too personal and i put myself out there and got hurt in the end...
realy badly....
so here i am... reading and typing carefully.. haha.. might as well not get a blog right... but i am stubborn... as usual... haha..
my blog damn blank ah.. i need help to do the layout.. haha ...