disappear

yes it was a reali rough day yesterday....
well yes that whoole topic was put out in the open and we told everything
it feels so much better now...
i mean its not like i tried to hide anything
i just never was able to talk about it...
i hope you dont see me differently or judge me
i mean i know why i did what i did
i just hope u understand
but its over and you've been such a sweet heart and so understanding...
you know i was just thinking...
you know so much about me and seen so many pics..
heard so many things
u noe so many of my friends and shal quite well...
i know much about you too and the thing is
it is so easy for you to just disappear...
seriously..
i mean think about it if i tried you would know who to ask and look for me?
how far can i run(not that i want to)
but on your side
it just scares me to think how easy it is...
this was going thru my mind few days back..
just didnt wanna say anything to you
bcoz i know it wont happen... right?