sudden drift

baby is reali sick and in the hospital..
i couldnt help feeling like the worst girlfriend in the world
i couldnt even be there for him
and i pray he's fine.....
couldnt sleep much last night had to finish my work and had so many things 2 do...
this morning i got up after however much i could sleep and just didnt want to get up
even though i was awake..
just wanted to lie down and pretend that everything was ok...
but i got up and get ready and i have no idea that i actually wore the black skinny jeans that i bought the other day and regetted buying.
i only realized it when i sat down at the bus stop..
can u imagine....
and i sat in such a postion that i could see every bus that passed by and i suddenly drifted off and the one bus i didnt look at was the bus i was supposed to take and i only saw it after it left so i had to wait half an hour and damn i wasnt feeling myself
then i realized i was supposed to call shal th day b4 and i was too caught up with baby
and forgot everything else..
well i shall continue about what happened at dance...
waiting for baby now to finish and cant blog properly...