i'm back!

okies so i have been back a whil but just too damn lazy to blog
hahas
baby blogged and i shall too
australia was fantabulous!!!!
i will update about that soon
anyways its a new year and i am still the same
yes i was about to say a new me
but nah i prefer myself
other than the extra weight i put on on top of the weight i was trying to lose
so yes i am so gonna lose weight by the time year 2 starts
i wanna be happy with myself for once and for all
hahahs
okies okies so i did my hair black
well its black and dark brown
but i kinda feel like doing it all black jet black
looks kinda nice
and then blonde streaks
not so sure yet but maybe soon.
we shall see. haahas.
i cleared my room
things are more organized ok well a little organized but not messy
ok a little messy but much better than what it was ok!
hahas that was me trying to convince myself


baby i was trying not the be selfish but selfish suits me
so selfish you get!
honey you took huge steps
and iam smiling away like seriously smiling!!!
i mean okies i am going nuts but this feeling is reali great
super great!!!!
i love you so much!!!!
and boy you are so fine!!!
CALIENTE!!!!

*blush blush*