complacency of life

so as we go into our special corners of the world
that little sanctuary we call our own
be it anywhere
all these particular feelings
sadness loneliness depression emptiness loss grief
these feelings start to cloud our minds and make everything seem so wrong
but there is one common thing that we would say
"i would give anything to go back to this time or to have that time back or to not have done something"
"i would..."
you see we could have done whatever it is we should have but we chose otherwise and all we can say is i would give anything.
so arent we actually taking life for granted?
arent we just making decisions without actually using both out mind and heart.
why couldnt we have appreciated everything single thing
so that when there was a loss we actually think of something good
rather than regret or grief
why dont we step it up right now
why dont we think with our hearts too
why dont we appreciate everything atleast a little more than we used to.
who knows maybe this could cure the world of atleast one illness and make it a better place.

life wasnt meant to be as hard or corrupted as it used to be.
it used to be simple and colourful.
we made this world like this
its about time we took care of it.
plasters arent gonna cover up wounds which take more than that to heal