weirdness

lately i have been feeling this weird emptiness
like i cant explain it but neither can i fil it
its realli starting to annoy me

havent spoken to baby for a long time except that day when baby came on
it felt realli good to talk to him after so long

honey its been so longgg
and i am so mad at you but at the same time anxious
i feel like scolding you so bad but i dont want to