want want want gone

i have been beating myself up about everything i want to do
i want to see
i want to have
but somehow it isnt getting done...

been attempting to lose weight and yes i have set myself on a proper level
and its happening slowly
i have told myself it cant happen instantly
so thats an uphill battle

then came all the things i have been wanting to buy and ended up broke
well i am buying too much of similar things
like similar tops
and moisturisers which end up stored somewhere
and all sorts of other things. last week was realli bad and i have to watch how i spend
can u imagine a small bottle of this moisturiser i love so much
was 70 bucks?
yeah tell me about it
this is a bumpy battle hahah

i have been wanting to clear my laptop
all the songs i dont want
the movies ive watched
pictures of nothing
organize photos and school stuff
but everything is still messy as usual. i guess i need a external hard drive soon

been wanting to clear my room but cant realli do that coz the old furni is still there
and i need more cupboards...
but its an extremely downhill battle coz once i clear out one place
i end up storing everything somewhere else. so yes see my point?

this brought up something i wonder where the girls are gonna sleep coz 3 can sleep on my bed
but one which i guess is me will have to find somewhere hahaha... must check with them hehe