silence

everything is so quiet
things seem so much clearer
no its getting a little stuffy


and everything is not fine
thats what i tell myself
everything is going to be fine
but is it realli?


the pain isnt going away..
its worsening..
i guess i have too much time to think about it
but watching danny isnt helping coz its only making
things harder

i cant breathe
i cant see clearly
i dont know when its going to happen
or when things will be better

i need to know and i need it now.
everything seems false and happy
but behind is the truth
the truth just loves darkness


i miss it i really do
i hate seeing others have it
and mine isnt there
i miss him so much
i wonder if things are going to be fine

i just want to keep crying so hard
like on the beach
i let it out
but there is still more
and i cant take it...


:(