upsy daisy

oh well its been pretty much a rollercoaster ride of emotions the past few days

its funny its like im so ready to leap ahead but at the same time

i keep going backwards afraid im crossing boundaries or whatever

i guess i shall overcome the fear and see how things goes.. i mean

i feel pretty much alright now.. without that fear hanging over me

im not just saying it though!!

omggggg i dont know why these pass 3 days i guess i have been craving

savory stuff and then when im eating smth i suddenly want smth sweet...

very very bad... cayenne is so starting tomoro!!!

puffster is horrible at motivating me!! haha she just cant say no to me

hmmmm i cleared part of my table and my dressing table and quite pleased with myself

but but but i lost an earring :(

i have no idea where it is..... argh i hate it when i lose smth i like...

then again who likes it.. oh well :(:(