bipolar

i'm starting to feel it.. like i wanna scream so bad

and just let it out.. but yeah i dont know

i mean i was out today and had a great time but im sorry

i kept thinking and i was so close to just standing and crying..

even on the way out of the house i was crying and walking..

ermph... luckily for shades eh..

we went passed changi beach and it was just alot

and i saw this bench and i so badly wanted to just go sit there any cry...

just cry so my head would stop hurting..

but its never gonna stop right..

:(