rough...

oh how can one day be so wonderful and then turn out so horrible...
i brought this upon myself anyways..
i knew it was wrong
i knew i shouldnt have
even shal told me
but i was just so stubborn...
i mean it is so nice spending time with him and all that
but why come so close and in the end tell me to just be good friends..
gosh it has to be retribution
but damn it i have never gotten so excited like this and even pridee was shocked
but what else was i supposed to do?
do u eriously think i can forget it?
argh