scaling issues

Well today the whole weight thing came up between us and I feel even worst about myself. I mean I know from the beginning how much I hate my weight but I never thought I would tell him. Ergh but I did I! I just cant keep my mouth shut and not tell him. And can u imagine even he is lighter than me gosh that sucks big time. Well I am proud of myself that I haven’t eaten a full meal only waffles so far and probably a little of shalom’s instant noodles for the past 3 or 4 days. And its ok but I am reali reali hungry now. Ergh gosh I am even blogging it its even worse. Well this is one side of my insecurities and there is so much more which will probably unravel itself along the way.
Anyways I can still fit into my skits so that’s fine and now I am aiming to lose a little weight so I can wear my red schoolgirl skirt then I’ll try to aim for some other skirt which I haven’t worn before because its too small. I only need to lose less than 10 k and then I am fine with myself. Haha ok I feel better knowing I only have to lose less than 10. hahahahahah. Ok my stop is coming soon. Bye.