ergh sobs

and they say too much of a good thing is a bad thing.

there is this feeling you get when something or someone makes u happy.
lets say for exmple chocolates.
they give you such a nice feeling when you eat them.
but then it just bores u after a while and gets bad for your health.

when can it just remain good. i mean the feeling seriously sucks.
and i am so sick of it.

i want that feeling there.
i like to feel it.
but its just too much
and i have had it.

u just want to do what i want say what i want
and just feel good.
this damn feeling has taken away too many smiles from me
and i just go ergh.
and after a while i just cry so enough is enough.
let me just enjoy my chocolates.

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