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hmmmmm this weight thing is really starting to annoy me..

i'm getting obsessed with it and reminded of it everyday

oh well atleast obsess about this then think about something else right..

its harder now actually..

before you just try to think about something else

and then u distract yourself..

but now its harder to stop thinking..

its harder to distract..

its just playing...

try having a horror movie replaying in your head 24/7..

thats how much i keep seeing it

the only upside is nowadays i dont wake up thinking

i just check my phone and start from there...

i tried writing it out but i stop before i can even finish the first sentence

ergh..

anyways.. i suddenly had the urge to clean my room

and i acheived it.. ok well i only cleaned 1/3..

hahas i love seeing my nail polish collection all stacked up..

hahas.